it is dissapointing when someone broke the promise. i am deeply hurt.
okay,so now i will have to participate in that stupid marathon. mother said it is for ~*~health~*~
so apparently putting your heart into danger is good for your health.
and the other strong reason i refused to go is that i am pretty sure no one is willing to slow down just to wait me since i am fucking slow in running and all these shit. i am no good in sports,i tell you. pretty sure they'd think i am a burden and should be left behind. i wish nadiah's here. /sobs
and you know what's worse? we will have to continue with studies after recess. what the fuckkk
i've cried legit tears,throw tantrum and went silent and staring blankly at stuffs. basically that's how i'd react whenever shit happens. i am so depressed okayy someone help me. Labels: can i just curse?