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Dream Traveller
Dream travellers, the two of us are like
On a journey to search for forever
I will stretch my gentle wings
Wrap you up, melt you into the light
While dreaming of tomorrow's sky, good night

-- Yume Tabibito;Tegomasu


Thursday, November 17, 2011, 4:29 AM
this is just .. pointless

i have been always thinking that my life is just as normal as others.
i laugh,i joke,i made friends. but then,in the end i am all alone. i realise how lonely i am each time i spend my reccess time by myself and when i enter the dark,empty living room. 


it's going to be alright. 


those words;they are all lies. i can't just live on positively with those. 


sad isn't it? for a person like me to feel like this. even my name itself;-- 'farah' brings the meaning of happiness,cheerful and the like. but i can't tell how many times had i laugh happily with them.


there are times when i feel like dying. but that is a bit too selfish,no? because not all people in this world are able to live up until the age of 16 like me. I DO REALISE THAT I SHOULD BE THANKFUL.


i am better off without my friends. my friends are better off without me.
i wish i can just dissapear. 


i found happiness in fandom; as it enlighten my heart,make me feel honestly happy. but of course,there are times when i feel down or upset or just mad. but nothing can compares the feelings of excited and happy and all those flaily moments. 


which is why i am extremely mad like 'wtf bitch,you know nothing about my fandom' (or to make it easier, overreacted) when any asshole people look down at my fandom. 


so now,i've decided. i don't want to get too close to my RL friends. what is the use of having one if she/he will only hurt me in the end? this is just pointles,really.


THAT IS ALL.