i can't wait;

Friday, March 4, 2011, 1:17 AM

rotten.

if people are apples,i'm pretty sure i am the rotten one. with rotten hearts.

idk. i simply can't accept her. i mean,it's not that i hate her. it's just that i find it heart to make friends.
i am really no good in this,making new friends and all. and i've completely forgot how i actually made friends with my closest friends.

what hurts my rotten hearts even more was when Mizya said,
"It is so much fun when with J's arounds."

Her words hurt me sfm people won't ever know. i just keep this rotten feeling,without having it being shared with anybody. I wish i could,though.

My rotten heart keeps whispering; 'seriouslyyy people. she's just a new kid.'

or 'sheeesh. why do you have to sit here with us?'

or when she once said, "are you always like this, quiet and didn't talk much?"

my rotten heart would say,

"fuck. you don't even know me,yet you wanna judge me. i am fucking quiet when i'm being with people whom i'm not close to or with a fucking new people like you! you should know how fucking loud and noisy i could be when i'm with my fucking close friends!"

SOMEONE. HELP ME. MY HEART'S GETTING ROTTEN AS EVER.HOW CAN I HEAL IT?

- MISAKI -

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Miyakozuka Misaki; in which it is a screen name. Most people call me Misaki or Mii-chan ♥~
Age is 16. A student-- a fangirl. I am that type of person who is not really friendly and sociable like others. Shy,quiet and didn't talk much. A typical kind of girl.
That kind of person who loves watching dramas more than animes. Be nice,and i'll treat you nice. However,if you can bring out the monster out of me; i will be 180 degree differrent from the usual me.