haven't online for days due to my hectic schedule. school is eating me. i might put myself on hiatus for a while; in writing fanfictions. idiot me for having inspirations but don't know how to start it. i am supposed to write, or at least type out the yamajima fic i have in my mind few days back. but,, somehow .. :|
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i miss nadiah. already. i miss having her by my side. i miss her silly jokes.and silly faces.not to mention her carefreeness. i just love her. i've known her for 1/3 years of my age. we're neighbours. we learnt in the same kindergarten. stayed in the same nursery. played at each other's house in the evening. how nostalgic. i never care or at least think about how lucky i am to have such friend. but now ,,
school might be sucks. but one thing that make it less severe is having my friends by my side. i don't want to cry. i hate crying. i hate it when people see me crying. it makes me look weak. like someone you'd feel sorry at.
how i wish i could stay in 2010. or to be a form 3 student forever. i don't mind taking PMR every year \o/Labels: blog, real life, school is eating misaki