i cried over this for countless times. i just missed them so much. 1 lambda 2008; i knew most of them. since some of us went to the same primary school. the members keep decreasing .. moving to another school and going to boarding school .. leaving 22 other members of 1 lambda 2008. 2 lambda 2009 and finally 3 lambda 2010 :') three consecutive years. creating lots of memories together. how can i actually separate with them? sometimes,just staring to the ceiling makes me burst into tears.
o god,i hope i can go through 2011 and the year next to it even without most of my friends with me,even there are times i would feel lonely and even when i have the reminiscene of 2010 in my thoughts; i wish i could laugh or at least cry in happiness and says; 'how nostalgic~' instead of crying and engraving myself in sadness.
i want to live on. i want to carry on the journey of my life. i don't know when this started but i tend to feel a bit emo (yeah,emo. i'm not joking!) in the past few weeks D| silly misaki is silly.
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